Ugh! I am still on edge and have been for the past week. Not sure what is going on but I sure would like some big, strong arms wrapped around me right now. I need to find a way to calm my nerves and soothe away the stress.
There definitely is something in the air, just not sure if it is good or bad.
So keep checking back and I will let you know what happens this week.
The way I feel reminds me of a Barry Manilow song “Something’s Coming Up”
Take it away Barry…
Did you ever feel somethin’ in the air
And you block it out, but you know it’s there
Did you ever find, things about to change
I can see the signs all along my way
And I can feel thatSomething’s comin’ up
And I don’t know what it is
Something’s comin’ up
And I don’t know where it’s gonna take meBut there’s something dyin’
Something bein’ born
I think I’m gonna leave, I gotta get away
Maybe try Mill Valley, maybe try L.A.The people I thought I loved
Well, we don’t think the sameThere’s fury in my blood
And I can’t stand it one more day
And I can feel thatSomething’s comin’ up
And I don’t know what it is
Something’s comin’ up
And I don’t know where it’s gonna take me
But there’s something dyin’
And something bein’ bornSomething’s comin’ up (comin’ up)
Something’s comin’ up (comin’ up)
Something’s comin’ up (really don’t know what it is)
Something’s comin’ up (really don’t know what it is)Something’s Comin’ Up Lyrics
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
MANILOW, BARRY






I love Barry Manilow…he was one of my mother’s favorites.
Yes, do hang in there. My circumstances have not been exactly like yours, but I had several years of pain where I wanted nothing more than big strong arms wrapped around me too, so I do understand what you are saying. Hugs from this side of the blogosphere! xoxoxoxox
Thank you for the hugs! xoxoxoxox I knew I would miss Joe but the intensity with which I miss him was never expected.